It's Hard

At times I find it hard to keep

pushing

moving

...going


But then I find it hard to keep

despising

ridiculing

...hating



MYSELF


I want what is so hard to

own

accomplish

...be



When it is so easy to

abandon

destroy

...mess up





At times, it's hard to keep pushing, because I begin despising MYSELF. People own me by confusing their dreams with mine. I can't abandon my happiness for your hopes.

Some days, it's hard to stop moving, when I can't look in the mirror without ridiculing MYSELF. I can"t accomplish my goals when you I am trying to destroy my being.


When I realize after the storm I can keep going, hating MYSELF isn't how I should occupy my mind. I can't figure out what I want to do, until I determine who I want to be. And I know which ever way I go, it's what I desire so I can't mess up...


HOODIEZ